Ballerina looking at the camera with her left hand close to her neck; wearing a black long sleeve outfit and with her chest partially uncovered

DANCERGRAM

Words by: Edward Deull

Photos by: Jon Medel

Model: Marena Bronson

Ballerina sitting on a high chair, wearing a black tutu skirt with black corsage; covering her mouth with a screened scarf and with both arms crossed near her face forming a V

The expression/impression
unbearable imprint
and the burdensome mask
totality.

Ballerina standing on a frog position on top of a high chair, wearing a black tutu skirt with black corsage; covering her mouth with a screened scarf

A lineage of arabesques -
tired ancestry
staged, practiced,
love rehearsed
for safety’s sake.
Point, pirouette
and be just so
for you are being observed.

Ballerina sitting on a high chair with her left foot on the ground, wearing a black tutu skirt with black corsage; covering her mouth with a screened scarf and looking likes she is trying to reach something on the ground

Like yours
her brain has four walls
made of stories.
Like you, she’s never enough.

Because all the world’s a stage
and the curtain never closes
on your smartphone.

Ballerina sitting on a high chair with her left foot on the ground, wearing a black tutu skirt with black corsage; covering her mouth with a screened scarf looking up like waiting for something to happen

The tiresome choreography of being seen
get the lighting on your life just right.
Show your good side
count your likes
and dance, dancer
dance.

Ballerina wearing a black tutu skirt, black corsage and with her mouth partially covered by a screened scarf stand on a ballet position looking left with both her arms on the air

Now while you have the stage
quickly, before they change the tune
electronic approval lingers
like a low hum in your cerebrum.

Like you, she’s afraid of the director
scared she won’t make the cut.

Ballerina looking with intensity at the camera grabbing her right arm with left hand and with her face partially covered by a screened scarf

Look, but not too close
not at the unbearable things
just offstage.

Ballerina with arms spread dancing back to the camera, wearing a black tutu skirt

Dance dancer, dance
let them hear the invulnerable tune
you’ve been practicing in the mirror

deleting selfie after selfie

Ballerina with arms spread dancing back to the camera, wearing a black tutu skirt

the dancer keeps trying
the director doesn’t see
the audience is invisible
it’s all about mememememememeMEMEMEME.

Ballerina hugging herself, back to the camera and looking satisfied

She watches
like her
we are being observed.